sarcastically nice secretly playful...!~~~**********

its crashing down.

2010-04-29T01:51:00.002+08:00

this blog has been abandoned..and soon it wil close down..:) for good.~ i love my life now. really.but theres just a certain thing which im not certain. lol
why does it gets so profound, its not a complication. will i dare to let it all burn.? will go on with the life i had. ?GOD HELP ME. im fighting with my innerself. im a girl with a very gentle heart. im touch by princess like ways, that drives me into u.

A simple text msg can atleast soothes how i feel.

2009-12-31T02:13:00.006+08:00

Dear blog.u see. i tot of meeting someone tonite and i did wait for his text. and i did thot we gonna meet . but noooo. i text him he neva reply.i msg him again at 2am.and he replied..okay his was hanging with his peeps. atleast rite you cud have told me that ur not meeting me up.i'll be fine.rather then u made me wait. For a sec i thot maybe his busy with something so i didnt text. hais. sad. tell me was i wrong with this one? * think** if i did this to u will you like it.?

feel like crying tho.

what can i say.

2009-12-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

:) things are looking fair well now. yest something else is saying its farewell. well its up to you. did i do any wrng.?well. if this u want then i wont say anythin.. you takecare of yourself alrite. dont let the bitches bully you u have a gentle soul .:P tc once again.from ur irit cute friend Dyla.:) Currently im in starbucks with erm who else. k tmr im off. then nite duty. im gonna meet rai when she gets back she never call she promised! eeer geram takpe rai im gona sex u up side down! :) much love Dyla. Oh wait! i love this guy. yest he said "campak air". u noe who u r. iloveu.:)

Lock within this lips my sorrows are unheard of.

2009-12-01T16:04:00.004+08:00

***the girl with the smile, has a whole lot kept inside..at this point im putting up this post. the urgency of crying is in the process. feel like wanting to scream yet its like silent whisper..it will never get across.so what the point. ! To understand, is to understand other's to. where's the initiative then.? how strong i am, at a POINT im weak too. im just a girl. *sighs its really draining me out. sat at a corner of a rm with a pillow...t e a r s r o l l d o w n m y c h e e k s.

Time for Miracles.

2009-11-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you

You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

i could use somebodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

2009-11-26T17:05:00.002+08:00

lallala. LG Cookie.is gona be attach to me soon i place an order for pink :) hehhe . Met up with Rai tadi..pinjam kan dia bagpack.! and cap for her bangkok trip. sayang im gonna miss you! you tc kay.when u reach there give me a call..................................:) huggiesssssss.! Later goin cc. lala... hungry nyy . heh gonna eat now. so peeps! spread the love.:"P

uninspired.

2009-11-25T09:13:00.003+08:00

gooooodmorning world.~ today i guesss its already a bad start already uh. dont bother asking cos i think its my fault. my fault.? yela aku pe. yest funny. afad heard me crying. sorry uh afad aku sedih giler uh. thnks for being ther fren.....
Should a guy really treat it in that kind of manner..emmm tkpe uh. kesian mata aku nanges.. k skg gaji da masuk. 1st nk top up ppd. and will get a new hp soon. ni penting really pennting. and yest run. Wooohooo! 100m & 200m both got 2nd place. i was so tired after the run that i just took the cold bottle and ape lagi..just tuang je..hhahah. didnt had the CHANce to share this info with boyfy yet cos oh its my fault ..

i accompanied you far from truth, now your on your own.

2009-11-23T10:31:00.005+08:00

yest talk to fellow someone otp.okay here goes all those sarcasm tk perlu okay. & its good you completed the song. tag me up once its dont in fb la okay. thnks for making that song for me.hahahaha. Bingo.! everytime bebual dgn kau je. confirm argue nye. thnks la farhan.(Glizz) " Hey Bombshell, whats up..? I said.Bomb otak kau la."

Hari raya Haji im doin my 1st night duty. hope i wont be tired i come over to aunts house then mlm tu aku ge keje.hope so.. XXIak uh roster change. Sister call aku pagi2.aku nga tdo..LOL kay uh dia inform begini begitu...gasak la.ye.pape la malas aku nk kata ape2. 27,28,29th NIGHT DUTY~!ON THE 30th & 1st free Sleeping day then day off. tapi its a weeekdayyy.~ okay the good news gaji da wayyyy masuk kan la happy gue. Bad news Weekdays... bf keje.lol hope to meet him afterwork somehow...k baby.?

I need $. haha 25th pls hurry up.*need to get essentials.
*Set up another bank accnt.
*new HP.
yay.

if you think then who confirm?

2009-11-21T10:00:00.003+08:00

lalla da lama gitu tk blog. hah meh sini i blog.:P okay Let me state something clearly here. i am attach. i noe ada korg terkejut, tk sangka kan..dyla lagi tk sangka.:P dyla Love Nur Fadhli.:)
Sempat yest met up with rai. thnks2. vincent called last min wanted to meet up.then last min cancel.its okay wo sheer ki ee sai lor. vincent call me regard the package numbr 3 when to arrived and such told him to contact danny abt it. so DANNY layan NI VIncent k.:P! i miss bf already. do u miss me too.?

got to go peeps. cant wait for 25th!

when some people wants to put a stop to ur happpiness you back away far away.

2009-11-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

Thanks rai for the necklace love it.:) sisters forever :)

** haha funny pe surprised bf lol.:) fun tho.:)

As I stood there beside myself
I could see you and no-one else.

i'll counter what is already past, i'll accept the present with open arms.if i give u my all will you do the same?

2009-11-13T09:36:00.003+08:00

This day this time,im saying tc of urself im goin away. When u meet some other girl in the future, never treat the friendship ever the same as mine as it hurts. much love Dyla.

*******************************t******************************************************
When a girl give's you her heart, bare in mind to hold it dear, close by. When the time is right, she'll accept you wholeheartedly and forever yours you can keep, knowing that somebody else is eyeing on her. Never ever blame her,cos this very part she's already beginning falling in love with you, if you ever leave her astray she will feel whats going on by day, im telling you not to take things for granted dont say you've never been warned, if you ever think im not good for you. Let me remind no one is born perfect. If u ever do love someone else, pls dont hurt me deeper just let me go. If your blinded from the start look at me carefully what do u see?

:))i like this song.

2009-11-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

the shadows are taking their toll & i need you to be that light that shines like the rays of the sunlight.~

2009-11-10T10:02:00.007+08:00

peepy!

oh how i miss blogging.lol. im a lazyasssss.:P!:) Here goes.i always thot u can never hold me down. this is the worst i ever felt. i might be smiling yet.deep down this heart sighs and cries whenever it beats. your words like a knive it punch me down hard. how LOW can u make this for me. MAke me laugh JUST distract me from these cruelty. ive always been the strong girl that have my say, and leave at that point. YEt this the themost difficult that i ever come across. whenever i feel like its my time to leave u came and under Whatever circumstances its hard for me to ever let go. its harder then it seems. At times you dont bother to explain. u consider yourself, saying u dont understand me. i love u before, and god know how i did hunger for your kindness that point of time. the reason i changed your name thingy on my phone, was that i had enough. and that ive made up my mind. u never make it clear to me..All these years i was in a bubble that never burst !float to nowhere whats guiding me? clueless.

Then my heart turn cold, lost the will to love, like a broken arrow......till till..hah a prince arrive.~ hahahaha.:) okkkay.look... im in need of glorious time to make this work and to not look back. God help me. give me the strength i always need.Olevel batik design:)

:) i have a new cell numbr. NUmbr change.

2009-11-02T11:58:00.001+08:00

oh btw.i was browsing thru youtube found this. i find this cute upcoming artiste adorable.:)!
JUSTIN Bieber.!

And this.i love hearing this.!

why Dolly is saying everything is Madness!

2009-10-09T08:04:00.003+08:00

peep! lalla oh dear bloggy. for so long ive not blog, for so long ive not put my mind on you. okay i do miss blogging yet, im busy with work and meet up with fellow darlings there just just so many things to update. lol. :) yest went for the herballife check up. so far my health status is okay..still aiming on gaining weigght tho 2 kg pls.:) im UNDERWEIGHT i hate it. my bone mass is low and thats now good as we age. YEST lepaking session with railove was awesome .and pls pls rai u dgn u nye 2 jari! lol.:P diam2 k.
okay so tdy ape plan nta. perut ny sakit sgt hahah gastric.
i miss my clan. sorry that i cudnt join you all jalan raya that day. I MISS U ALL FUCCCKING MUCH.!
oh that day kan.. ..kan3 went to henderson wave with Nazbesty Fun heheh *winks2.:P tapi bebual dgn ni ank leh sakit hati uh. nvm budddy i'll always be here for you.:)
ive yet to farhan again. lol soon Boy sooon ya hangs .
*gees im feeling all neutral.. ya im high at times .as in im a hilarious person if u really know me right Rai? lol i guess lets fake out things and pretend things are alright shall we, i dont want things to get akward between us, to tell you the truth im sad .how i wish things to be different. well im scared to say so much here..i wouldnt want to say the wrng thing. i do treasure you.:) k taaaaa.

Is loved.!

2009-09-16T10:48:00.004+08:00

:) I will never trade you with anyone else.:) We know each othr for too long and we know each other bad&good behaviour. i've always misjudge you from the beginning.you turn out To be different from any guy ive known.I'll hold on to the words you say yest. You dont have to worry, i'll be here.& the thing you fear most lets pray that it wont happen. I sayang you alot okay till i cried yest. it was cute how you were shock to see me cry .hee.:)i said to you i wouldnt wanna fall for anyone else.fact. & the memories we had all along is priceless.:) Dyla selalu doakan ,you selamat,have tip top health..God be gentle with this gentle mind.
for Besty love.

Let me be stagnant.

2009-08-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

Hy peeps.its been a long time since i last updated.:P heh. Happy Ramadhan ppl.fasting been alrite for me.:) Life? hahhahahaha. Some ppl take things for granted..betrayed by own friend. blardy hell. u know i couldnt care less abt it.past is past.i dont think abt it.hah.and im happy the way things Are without you.u deleted me of from FB.so what la kan.a fren like u is just not worth it.:)

* i always wait for you to come by, always i desire to hear you breathe,could i go thru the days without you,if you were to go away under any circumstances?
One part of my heart know one knows who i want it to belong to. Dear love hear me out, feel what i feel,the guilt in me digs me each day, and at time's each night these tears fall.
i wouldnt wanna fall for any one else, cause all along its you.

With besty's clan.:) let the pictures do the talking.:P

2009-08-21T11:24:00.000+08:00

Dosage of that infamous love affair.

2009-08-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

EARthlings! miss me.?lol kkk i mepek i know. lately.ive been busy gees im so busy not with only work, yet again i go hangs here and there with beloved peeps. i went for someone soccer match la, spent time AT THE ZOO with Gf my dear rai. hahhah! totally fun only the 2 of us.!:) hehe superb time i tell u. pics? soon la eh.if u feel neglected by me..im so sorry. text me up and u'll be surprise im still here wanting to know ur UPDATES>! hahah :P Zac, is being a sweetheart this hold time yeap2.zan trust me to beautify u. make me proud in losing more kilos.!:) so far uve done a gd job. GHood is not enough... I WANT GREAT! soon we'll catch a movie, or flyer k.
lalala mark? mark.! oh ..shhhhit. my scheduel this week kinda pack.meet up when im free..i know u missss my sarcastic remarks.:P Dyla is learning Mandarin. huhu. Somemore Zac keep talking to me in mandarin. basket Already face like angmoh knows how to talk chinese and malay,..fffff*ck. make Dyla envy only.:P k la im HUngry as usual. and calling Zac. ccyapeeps.!

late lunch with abg ashri.

2009-08-04T18:50:00.001+08:00

Tdy was on morning Shift.:) and thot that go hm nk slp la..then when i reach hm Abg Ashri msg~ ckp..Dyla jom go lunch together..LOL.alamak...pk balik kk la.thot jumpa je at int. End up member amek kat bustop.lol So this time Dyla ride his adorable vespa. Abg ni dia suka loyar buruk and sarcastic..he is oso scorpio..i guess we are similar in so many ways. hahha Sarcasm da cam weapon kita.hehhe Anyways..Thnks for late lunch..and happy working for ur nite shift.:) Yest met up with GF.got my Perfume escada.yay! love it. next feel like buyin a guess bag for raya..hmm c la hw..i wanna shopp sooon la eh. hehe tc ppl.

late lunch with abg ashri.

2009-08-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

let mercy wash it way, what have u done.?

2009-07-31T17:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NURSE'S DAY! to all nurses.:) lalla.if u see me and i kinda look slack..duh, im from work.hahha slack la.dgn tee, cargo pants.chill je.:) Zack Zaman been so sweet. shit he lost so much weight over the years. he was a nobody, now clearly a somebody. So we shud never hina org kay. dulu dorg ugly....kan da maju..Tercenggang korg. :)!" even if i cant get you,i'll stay by ur side if u need me" sweet kan. Stmf je lol.k i noe he mean it. he had a major crush on me in sec sch.lol yet never dare to come near. :)we'll hangs again soon k and buy me another Ben&jerrys tub again .kidding.. la sayang.:P gdluck in burning more kilos.!aku motivate kau nye.:P

seriously tell me in advance if u ppl have an outing or what k..currently my scheduel is pack.:)
aku belum ge shopping ni..........................heh . bila ny..
*mimi*. aku tk hilang la. Busy for the moment je.pape text je.kk.
*Rai* imy as usual. sempat je aku letak ni.heheheh
*mark* haha dont worry i wont dump u, despite ur a botak head now k egg..hehe.
*hotstuff*Zzzzaman.u idiot who ask u not to wear rank got punisht cant book out bloody hell lol.soon la jumpa.pantat tul.::P

kk i wanna take a nap.......aku nk shop.somehow i feel like heading to serangoon again and geylang..hhmmm
heh

Dont peek-a-boo me. i dislike it.

2009-07-27T08:28:00.000+08:00

Its been quite awhile since i updated. was preety busy with work, then was lazy.LOL. Life has been treating us unfairly..hehehe Right ppl? just get it done ,what needs too. Ive bben meeting up with gf Rai,hanging out, and yest i went for kenduri at aunts place. it was great to meet up, gather with cousins.i so love the atmosphere.:P Then 8+ took the cab..off to rafflescity, met up with Mark. Catch a movie..and guess what.the movie was like from 9.30-12am haha. Blardy dragggyyyyyy! i watched public enemies.Johnny Depp..hot.Mark & Dyla
well then we chilll at the Flyer area,the tracks.Actually Mark wanted to take the flyer..haha Next Time k you.:)

Love is a losing game, unless u prove ME wrong.

2009-07-19T20:38:00.004+08:00

lalala life is gd so far, yet still unsure of how some things are turing out.we plan..he sets it out.~ Some personal things i wont put up here.lallala.:P
i miss my clan. miss my dear rai.~MISS my cousin.~! semua busy kejer..alllaaaaaaaa...
miss my cute besty.hais bdak ni ajak kua dyla..kau tk free..ergh.-.-
ape tidak teman itu fareez ge clinic.lol. meet up soon BESTy.(NAZ) && damn it due to losing a stupid bet. DYLA have to belanja one person haaagenDaz mango icecream.err. Fine...:P once ya free we hook it up.!deal is a deal.LOL
kk Cousins meet up this 26 KEnduri.:) im coming :)
tak sabar la nk berkumpul.~:)
To Z( anak angmoh ) HAHAHA . thnks for accompanni me tmrw after work, thnks for the drinks & ben&jerry's icecrame appreaciateeeee it sgt2.:)!

Sad. and just plain irits.

2009-07-14T15:49:00.004+08:00

Syafiq has gone for ns, as well as my 2 other pal aqy and Raihan. well ya some of the clan send syafiq off. yet nadya ask me if im following or not, clearly no one did told me abt it.i was unNOTED.sad tat i wasnt able to send fiq. haha yela aku kan siapa skg. Sorry uh fiq to say this from the way i see it this clan i might me breaking away from them. the person that i was close to now i guess are already distant from me.hope u guys will have fun in the future.i know ive started working but an sms saying abt a plan/outing doesnt hurt does it.? Who are my true friends now?
thanks alot uh.

Fairwell to Syafiq going for NS, PICNIC @ botanical gardens

2009-07-04T17:24:00.003+08:00

:)it was sad that i couldnt join my clan for thier KARaOKE night.i was working.lol okayla still i manage to have picnic with them.:) *only Shida and me Being the girls.lol. the rest cudnt make it.:( Dylakecik *rides.:)

your Cruelty, Give guys a bad name.

2009-06-29T10:33:00.004+08:00

*no one knows im into you.

with adek Tysyah. With Hafis. he came down to have breakfast with me.hah. Thnks anyways. *at times i dont get you*
At work.:) Yest was SHOPPING DAY WITH RAI.so the gerek! we now hav the same wallet, and similar vintage skirt.love u BESTYY.&& Dyla bought 2 pair of heels and 1 vintage bag.:)hihihi. Then we lepak at taka, ngeeann. the boys was there, but the person i hope to meet and settle some things wast there i guess his just a coward. Jerks. kk whatever dont waste my time.:) heh

Angels & Devils.

2009-06-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

he never ask something in return.

2009-06-15T12:28:00.001+08:00

yet again im slpy and tired , had nit duty. another 2 more days to go.:)
Naz besty, fetch me home tdy. then off for his classes.!:)
thnks besty for being so Rajin haha thnks!.:)love ya.

Dont say i never tried.:

2009-06-08T10:02:00.002+08:00

*what should i say, what should i do.?
lalala. Clearly this statement has been running thru my conscious mind most of the time.
I dont know if i shud lay it all down and wait, or let it go just like that.
You see, when i tried letting go, spontaneous things came up associated with you..ergh..wth........-.-

Break away from that shell of yours. open up can.?

all or nothing at all.

2009-06-03T15:24:00.002+08:00

*Yet sometimes you never know that, that friend, have deep feelings for you through the yrs. You never know because they never mention. WHY? They do not want to risk the amazing friendship you already created together. Yet from time to time they show their care, and you realised and noticed, its just how a lover will expressed it. Yet they will never say this to you."i love you" its as if they are living in denial..still they always be there for you when your in trouble. They set aside their feelings, just so ur happy . They never brag, they never complain, they just love you at that. They comfort you when your sad, they cheer you up when your down, they motivate you all time round. They never want to find fault in you. They say the facts, and Bring out the BEST in you. Despite you, are single or attach, still they say this friendship must never break. i wonder how are these people so strong to hide their feelings.. and until when.?*
This past few days, back and forth *naz been fetching me. thnks besty. it was nice to hang out and catch up on things. Till balik2 pagi semua lol AND to think that ive have to work in the mornign, he had to wake up for sch.hahha Fun fun.:)met up with his frens chill at one fullerton and all, then We ride home. riding was kecohh. actualli i cant stop smiling bcos of something..*sweet. shh kk.stop.

meeting tyshha later,& gonna alter that jeans i bought last week. kk u tc ppl.

you stepped on the promise you did the ugliest thing I could think of

2009-05-29T16:31:00.003+08:00

Situations gone bad
And you're the one that's mad
How come; I'm the one that ripped you apart
Can't believe that you would try to push this to the side
How come I'm the one that ripped you apart
No. im not at guilt.:)

i laugh hysterically la babe reading ur blog.all the best okay with ur loverboy..:) gdlucks .
okay tmrw morn shift then at night gonna meet up with hilmi. its been months and months seem meeting him so ya go makan and catching up on things lalala.actualy suppose to go with sheesha with the clan, sadly most wont be able to make it, so some other time perhaps.:)

feel like slping....ergh damn. anything beep my cell ayte.:)
at times, its painless*

Goodbye stranger.

2009-05-25T01:51:00.002+08:00

:)im slpy. yes i am. later im not sure who i should meet up with. erghh~:)
oh about S, babe.if u want him, nothin is stoping u.:)by all means ,i just wanna say your in for ONE big surprise. He lies alot and too much &keeps on pretending.:) and i bet he regreted and feel guilty in his lonely heart this minute. LIKE i care,when he ask for a second chance! bullshit.given........... yet wanna play boo ya tricks on me. im smarter okay. .:)Karma man.
okay im excited now .....lalala.i want to buy that roxy vest.its SUPER CUTEE!. k pls i wanna buy it by tdy. and erm. i miss my budds . my besty.shhesh where r u ?
too many things yet so lil time.

the candle burning out.

2009-05-22T10:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was awesome ,played langaming.Sempat.lol.with Afiq, Fiq,Saiful & wan. we played versus mode.we had fun, we had out kicks and spills of blood.LOL.:) haha Terror as a hunter.hee. then met up with hakim, lepaks for awhile, then off to hangs for awhile and playground with Wan the neighbour.:) we crap..and as he know i was in a one kind of dilemma.:P things are fine now i hope. OKAy ! tonight night duty..argh..kk.tkpe.:) tc earthlinggs.

Everythings goin to the right places. :)

2009-05-20T18:37:00.003+08:00

It's evident that things happen for a reason.
i clearly want this shits thats been happening in my life to simply go away. & for the fact i've lost my respect to you.im sorry, what u did was clearly not worth Thinking abt & wasting of my time. you turn me to someone that i hardly think still exist in this body.*im turning the page.
* its time for a brand new start, and it's been great lately, work started and now im at my 2nd week of work, so far its good adapting the ward, patients and staff. and Soon im gonna have my Night duty, *!yay jadi burung hantu...nta boleh tahan ke tk ni..lol. &&, cant wait cant wait for $$.lol well just have to plan some stuff, i cant deny la duit masuk siapa tk happy kan.:P
Well clan i guess have been planning for another outing this june.:) well yet idk if im free, insyallah i'll be joining la, mana tau i off or take leave.LOL. yet just remember hunks **&** babes you are not forgotten.

ONE change Coming right up.* Detox *&* Isolation.

Childish.

2009-05-11T19:55:00.002+08:00

*his idea lol.and it turn out like how he imagine it to be*
With maksim
With Rai ( Maksim's ttm )

(Rai & Prem)
*cute nye kau rai.oh oh! that mickey thing from the Ex. whatever la..uat sakit hati je.* :))

im not stress without u. IM CHILLING.

2009-05-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

IBLAMEYOUTHEJERK&ANDHERTHEBITCH.

t's a new day, new day, and it's evident
You must have been heaven-sent
Sometimes we should be hesitant, but I'm not at all
Just feelin more confident
Just using my common sense
Just trust in it, I'm lovin it

I can't refuse an offer so benevolent
Can't assume he's gon' use me
And after he'll never call again
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
This is your day, this is your day

[Chorus:]
It's time to be brave
Say I'm not afraid, not anymore
I used to be cold, now the temperature's changed
It just ain't the same
I'm not afraid, i'm not afraid
Cus I've become brave
As the light of day straight into a cave
To show me the way, that I might be saved
Now I'm turning the page
Thanks to the power of love I can love
Because I am brave

I am brave, I am brave

I heard him say this thing moving too fast for him
It's a feelin I was straddeling
Foolishly adamant, but It's all in his eyes
Really wish he would let me in
Cus the same way I'm scared of him
I'm scared of being hurt again

It's time to let go, let go of your heart
It's time for a brand new start
Never know, we might never part
Baby don't be afraid, don't be afraid
This is your day, this is your day

[Chorus]

I wouldn't take back anything that I've gone through (no)
I pray for strength for anything that I'm gonna do
Whether joy, or it's pain, I'm still okay (I, I'm still okay)
I'm a be alright cause I'm not afraid
No, I am brave (brave)

[Chorus]

I am brave

Times like these....

2009-04-27T10:06:00.003+08:00

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I spot myself.LOL and fred and fadhil ofcors..:)
Sayangggg Rai.
:))

My fav. Hear it. No regrets.

2009-04-25T18:53:00.001+08:00

WATCH OVER YOU.

BROKEN WINGS.

BAND:Alter Bridge.

shagged.

2009-04-17T10:44:00.003+08:00

Yest was awesome, get to meet isma.~:)nice meeting you babe. Terserempak dgn mcm2 org.:) nice seeing ya ppl alive.hehe. then i bought the donuts for brother, then off to lan gaming cam biasa at Simpang bedok.:)) yela da member kat sana, so i just prefer playing there..it was KECOHRABLE..MEMORABLE. ok last uh main lagi before you guys get busy, befor i start work. LAST GAME BOYS. AHHAHAHA. btw yest Dyla da kusyuk sgt main game sampai kan Syah called from taiwan i didnt pick up TWICE. Takpe biar dia.:P i thot i could slp after talking to Ridz. NOooooo. Cousin called, chat til 3 in the morning. !
and now i feel like wanna cook CHILLI CRAB!!!! yummmmm.*drooling
Dear cousin, i guess only time will tell..i know when the Ex is back.it totally Sucks...sometimes u just feel you can chop her up in FUCKING PIECES!

NADYa mana kau? kata kat wan nk make plan dgn i, a lil mini outing. RING me up will you.:))
Todays friday, and that someone goin pancing at night till morning..ergh.

ppl. nk guess my Weight brape tk.?
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NK TAu.?
ITs.......33.
:)its true.:(

Close call.

2009-04-10T10:42:00.004+08:00

Still, tdy i feel shock and i totally have no appetite to eat. Whatever happen yest at 10 on the road was terrifying i swear. (aku masih badi , aku terus kejung)

okay lets share something here.:)
Bla bla bla. as we go on with our life, love settles in once a while, either with ya loved on, or a friend. Yet sometimes you never know that, that friend, have deep feelings for you through the yrs. You never know because they never mention. WHY? They do not want to risk the amazing friendship you already created together. Yet from time to time they show their care, and you realised and noticed, its just how a lover will expressed it. Yet they will never say this to you."i love you" its as if they are living in denial..still they always be there for you when your in trouble. They set aside their feelings, just so ur happy . They never brag, they never complain, they just love you at that. They comfort you when your sad, they cheer you up when your down, they motivate you all time round. They never want to find fault in you. They say the facts, and Bring out the BEST in you. Despite you, are single or attach, still they say this friendship must never break. i wonder how are these people so strong to hide their feelings.. and until when.?

k thats just something for you guys to ponder abt. each of us have our history in love, i hope you'll guys settle for the right person too. god bless. tata.

at times im clueless.

2009-04-08T11:05:00.002+08:00

im tired,
aku da nk relek.! aku da cam spoonfed kau gitu, aku da nk chill pape kau cari la eh. Then you know such thing as appreciation. I guess this heart is getting colder. have fun there for 3weeks. i sent you, i did my job, its ur turn..
what you'll do.?

Complicated yet again.

2009-04-07T11:44:00.002+08:00

This song is meaningful~.:)REALLY superb trust me.

Yest i had fun,met naz and that someone gave me a ride on his new bike. i thot it was just our random lepak session yet he bring me ard. Aku SAYANG BESTY AKU. hahha.:P get well soon kay besty, eat the panadol. REST. Wedesday out again ya. tapi aku serious tk tau nk ge ane. nanti aku picit kau je k.

Tonight at 1+am syahs flight to taiwan. SAFE JOURNEY.:)

im hungryyyyyy....k la wanna eat .:) tc lovelies.

April Fool's Day.

2009-04-01T11:25:00.003+08:00

Sunshine sweet things.
Tdys april fool's day.and so far im not gullible enough to believe that Someones flight is tdy.!haha Syahreem's taiwan's flight is on the 8th 2am in the morning.-.-.well ltr meeting hm to teman him get his stuff, toiletries for his escape journey.

Okay yest, i met up with Syed Nazirul.haha aka Naz. After such a long time.. and congrates that you pass. Bike license that is. Thnks eh teman aku ge beli baju n lepaks. HE is my bestfriend.. your like my lil bro la ...just that your taller then me :P:P im sorry for the past misunderstanding. Naz said, "Dyla eventhough ur single, attached im still your bestfriend dont lose contact no matter what, as long as ur happy",true besty . tapi kan, naz smlm aku stress tau dgn kau hahaha kau fikiran kan ape moto nk beli, spark / kr.80percent! the conversation was abt bikes.! hahah! i just want you to ride safely.:P!! ergh u stubborn child.

it sucks. dont ask me whats its all abt. i cant bring myself to talke abt it.

2009-03-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

okay something really suck now. really. . hahs.i cant help it. after this i know for sure i want to cry. i dont care now. if i care to much this is how mistreated i'll get. sigh* im feeling so down. sometimes i think, how low can you bring that person down, till you leave her with no pride. How arrogant can you get. why couldnt you lend a hand when that someone needs you, do you not feel anything ?

* Friends tend to forget abt each other, if they are lost without a word, there was never a friendship in the 1st place.

UH whatever.

Sacrifice.

2009-03-23T19:25:00.001+08:00

The sacrifice of love we give,
Takes less and yet gives more;
An everlasting hand of love,
The heart an open door.
The willingness to give of self;
To lay down your own life;
To touch another persons heart,
In loving sacrifice.
The chance that God has given you,
To reach another soul;
Forever changed by kindness,
A life your love made whole.
For life is but a circle,
Each life part of the chain;
Each link is joined by sacrifice,
That causes man to change.
To turn and reach a hand of love,
To touch and other's life;
Will cause the circle to be whole,
In loving sacrifice.

Bowling with clan.GFS & BFS.

2009-03-20T19:25:00.004+08:00

:) HELLO earthlings. Yest was a great-tired day. Went bowling with the clan..at eastcoast.then then right...CYCLING.. ( the doubleeseater )then chill by the beach.! fun.yet the goin home part was...menyakitkan hati, this part was for saiful, wan and me. TEKSI..tunggu lama .:P nvm its okay.let the pics do the chatting.:P~

*OH btw.i got the Job at this paricular hosp.:) will be signing the contract this 30th.alhamduilla. i wont tell u which hosp.hehe its shocking.:) hehe those yg da tau..senyap2 je k sayang.:)

im walking away from the troubles in my life.

2009-03-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

Alright ppl. i've completed my nursing course honestly, this 2yrs has been a hell of Fun,odd nursing days with the Garang lecturers, haha yet Very Brilliant educators. Thanks for guiding us in our lessons and the patience you have put up with ur 'good' students.:P:)) This week.kinda busy la sikit. still have things to get settle in.
*Okay to clan, im aware that thres is an outing on the 19th which is on a thurs..well im not sure if im able to go, as i got to go to sch as to finish up some things, For my NYAA(National Youth Achievement Award) as im running for Silver his time round, so lets see if im free then i catch up with you guys!:)

*Friday 20th = out with Nadya.

a kick start.

2009-03-09T19:22:00.006+08:00

HEAR THIS SONG PPL. an old song yet so Touching , a meaningful words for that person that's able to Change you to something you never thought you could be.

*Happy belated birthday DEAREST WANPAO.20 ehhh. hahahaha tua eh. :)sesiapa da sabo?hahha meet up soon ay dgn clan.

* this is the last week of attchment..and then im having holiday.pls pls.i need to chill.& need to buy some stuff. ergh. all haywire at the moment.
soon it'll be in track.

hangin on.

2009-02-27T09:53:00.003+08:00

how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You
Would You tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

Alright tdy officially is the last day at ward 38 yet, for me is tmrw and i have one replacement to go. So tmrw is LAST for me. and that someone is fetching. yessa im looking forward to tmrw semangat sikit, aku nk kejer. & as per normal he never saw im with the uniform so he cant wait...-,-.
Then i have another 2 weeks at NUH. BLOODY far. hate it..okay gd part..afta that IM DONE!!!!! Grad.cant wait.

Eating disorder.

2009-02-23T18:09:00.004+08:00

Yes i got to admit im having eating disorder.lol unbelievably true. i can be super hungry one day and then the next day i hardly eat any carbs. Past few days i eat lil. Tdy lets see. Morning didnt ate anything till 12pm . 12pm:Ate bread,Drink milo. Done. NOW:6pm i havnt eat anything since. and i can still finish up my assignments crazy~. unhealthy i dont have carbs i dont have sugar i dont have protein. i need to top up on these. my Appetite has worsen thru the days. and i tend to lose weight easily.these is not good. really not good.i'll figure it out b4 its too late.

* This 7th march my Abg sedara gonna get married yay im happy for him and taking place at mly village woohooo.okayyyyy....ape i nk akai eh.?lol.pikiran.
*daddy is still with crutches.pity him, 3more weeks time then cast can be open. his collegues just send him a HAMPER of fresh fruits in a metal racking basket yay i need fruits.!
* & & & guess what hahah at last my pink hp Spoilt so yest dad bought me my dream flip phone W980 walkman phone i like this phone hahah! its user frendly for me that is.:)
happy2.

randomness.

2009-02-17T12:08:00.005+08:00

I MISS THESE TRIPLETS. Syadiq, Syarul Syamir! CUTE NYYERR!

Few days back i went to mlay lan gaming with my bros, wan fiq and Saiful at simpang yea own a membership.:) "SUPERFUN" play left 4 dead .thats the game funny things happen. omg i had a problem with the directions lol~ gonna practice more and yea soon k guys.:) now im having lower back pain! shucks.not heading to work tdy need rest.:) lalala.

Spin ard.

2009-02-10T17:39:00.001+08:00

See the change physically.
To ina. hangout next next sat. looking forward to it.

mean green.

2009-02-09T19:03:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

-------Final-------

2009-02-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

Quiet.

MIA

2009-01-24T11:03:00.002+08:00

Sorry to clan that i wont be joining today:(
You guys&girls have fun.

o yes.i guess ur a hypocrite now. if u hate me so much i wont msg you anymore then.
a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings

"i've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,

If I tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do"

2009-01-14T09:54:00.003+08:00

lallala. hello ppl. okay i miss my clan so much if u guys are reading this This chinese new yr hols kan3.u guys make ur ass free can? outing soon. Noworries. Wan pao. wan pao. i'll contact u soon regarding this kay bro.

* alot has been happening,...
LAst sunday headed to the Zoo with Syawal & FRIENDs. Had fun time. npk white tiger and all..aiyoo..scary!. then in the car, oh zack was driving. Zack was like wanting to doze off la. DANGER la mamat ni bwk. shawal was like" Eh zak kau ni TERKEBIL KEBIl mata tu bukak BESAR2 la!!!" haha i too doze off at the back seat..but the annoying part shawal keep whispering to my ears .i was really slpy. thnks uh bro.
GET well soon shawal, kaki patah ,with crutches~!!.aku jugak kena jaga kau.! nasib tahu nk cakap thnks.! this Sat another outing. Sentosa lak.erm kk kk i go.will upload pics soon.

to that one person. i dont noe if u still want to be frens..sometimes i do wanna msg u yet i think i guess u already malas to msg me.

2009-01-04T19:17:00.001+08:00

Saya Sayang Kamu.

untitled.

2009-01-04T19:04:00.001+08:00

i tell you just to pray for me and move on
you tell me what you feel for me is too strong
and you been cryin up for me for so long
and even thou its right im feeling so wrong
and now you got me acting like i didnt kno you
im not gonna be around here so i cant control you
but i can only tell you what i wanna show you
im your love but you can find someone better for you

if i can see your face i'll apoligize
but no matter how bad i want it
i kno that ill be with you in another life

Sheesha.

2008-12-26T11:31:00.003+08:00

Dyla & Nadya

Dyla & Mastura

4 different flavours.!
HOHO Caught in the act..:P Shhh
Fiq,Dyla,Nadya,Saiful

Dyla & Hazwan

Lie to me. & i wont behave.

2008-12-24T11:56:00.000+08:00

words are only words show me something else.

2008-12-22T11:15:00.004+08:00

PIC of the DAy. AKA "Christmas Tree" RED & GREEN .

This are some of my classmates where we all went to eat at SAKURA till our tummies were damn full.:) hehe
SOON im gonna post some of the social night pics.:) yay.

*The one who noes me superbly well CrazyCousin * Dahlia *

OKAy here'sa snneakpeeek haha pics from moons .:)haha Social night.:) This was while sheesha we camwhore with the hielp of Eunice bf., hahah HAZrul with the DSLR.lalalla.:)okay in this pic i kissed moon.

A combination of A & B Class. we did had a great time.:) Awesome ppl.

Sempat jugak jumpe baby at mozi cafe as dia pon kat situ tapi..tooo bad uh..tk amek gbr together..:P I LOVE YOU BITCH.:))

im not at fault

2008-12-20T11:45:00.002+08:00

okay i just wanna vent out some things here. honestly im pissed~
okay THIS is FOR MASTURA.:) GET WELL SOON BABE. okay bcoz of him,...u noe who la ye mas...i think for sure you will thot i told him ur prob. FYI i didnt~ Fiq, apologize to me bcoz of him im like feeling like this. omg i noe what is AMANAH okay.i keep it.
okay whatever i hate what im feeling now. its sad.and omg now i noe who are frens who stay by you no matter what..
THNKS.
BIG thnks.

LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION.

2008-12-15T12:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry i pentingkan tdo dari you.:( i was slpy..haha cam u tk pena tdoooooo all day.:P!
love you.
To Radzy:Eh lu kuat Jealous la boy.chill will you.!
* okay PEEPS of clan. this 19 MAKE ur ass free..if not Syida & Siti mengamok!.hehe.:S
SENTOSA BABEY!.:)!!!!

To Rasydan, sorry eh this sunday not freee. you guys just go ahead watching soccer.

*To my Classmates NURSING STUDENTS!:) cant wait we all gonna meet up SAKURA! and Social night.!
pakai lawalawa.HOT kay..!:)

Out with bro Dee.

2008-12-12T10:29:00.004+08:00

HeLLo. okay. shucks i hate period days lol. Alright today im goin out with Buddy Dee, as his giving me a BELATED birthday treat . haha ive been waiting for this DAMN YOU!. you owe me this HAHA! His been asking me what i like and stuff.i mean i dont want much you see. just our lastting frenship k bro.:) Since you insist on getting me something well up to you la degil nye bummer. plus since this "abang"of mine today having his last paper, ya Enjoi la sampai kau mabok.! haha.

*GUYS* here's a tip.
If you love her, tell her.
If you miss her, keep her informed.
No she wont get bored of hearing it.
Because She feels the same way too.
It doesnt mean you already have her, you can do as you like.
Wanted or not you decide, then when its too late, some other man took her away,
you'll go thru such painless cries.

GTG.
ILYIMYINY!

will you treasure me forever.?

2008-12-11T16:51:00.003+08:00

Its a rainy day, i feel like just wanna go out and get wet in the rain.! Watching DVD,Sweet november idk if u guys have watch it before, its a very good unconditional love story, the girl change the guy to a better person, and then the guy found out the grl has a type of cancer..sad story, yet the LOVE was pure...........&& later i know im gonna pop pills and Sleep. okay places that i want to visit, is Kranji war MEMORIAL gonna photographed that place. * Marina Barrage*. yes yes.:)
:) okay i donno what to blog now hehe random~
ily.
:))

the wound runs deep till now i cant look at you the same way. IT was her her her. Frankly its too late to want me back. Sorry.

2008-12-11T10:57:00.001+08:00

*LYRICS*
Haaaauh haaaauh haaaauh
Haaaaaa huuu
Haaaauh haaaauh haaaauh
Haaaaaaaaa’

Did I wake you, were you sleepin’, were you still in the bed?
Or is a nightmare keepin’ you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin’ guilty for what you did?
If you think you’re hurtin’, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything, that you were looking for?
(To) Feel like a man
I hope you know that, you can’t come back
Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass

You’re gonna see me in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass

Are you having trouble focusin’ throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still callin’ my name?
Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back?
I bet you realize that she ain’t half the woman I am

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
(To) Feel like a man
I hope you know that you can’t come back
Cause all we had, is broken like shattered glass

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart
Like shattered glass

Glass, glass, glass, glass
Like like .. glass (ee ee ee)
Glass, glass, glass

Haaaauh haaaauh haaaauh
Haaaaaa huuu
Haaaauh haaaauh haaaauh
Haaaaaaaaa’Haaaauh haaaauh haaaauh
Haaaaaa huuu
Haaaauh haaaauh haaaauh
Haaaaaaaaa’

just for chores.

2008-12-09T15:42:00.003+08:00

now i feel like blogging.hahs i miss i miss u noe who r are.:P yest was HECTIC fun met my Darling MASTURA! yay at last eh! :) yes babe incase i need anything i noe where to find you.:)! you noe me la i tk suke susah2kan org..thnks for the meetup.YES NExt is sentosa outing for the normal clans. i will update u ppl soon. planning is important!:)
im sleepy but cant sleep. im hungry but aint eating well.
Aqy call me yest nite,we chat abt bikes and no no pal aint biker no more.. honestly he told me ive lost weight. eating disorder.?okay no comments.i eat all kinds of nonsense. it gains fast and loose fast. To my mum GET WELL SOON mum.! okay im continuing to do my chores see the things that can be done i get it DONE!. okay gtg now. To izah Happy bdae.and to Shida, tmrw i noe its ur bdae...HAPPY advance dae to u too loves.:)

:)

i feel the adrenaline down my vein, and im ready to break.

2008-12-06T10:06:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY! okay now im happily on HOLIDAYS! :) wanna meet my GFS & bfs and Special ones.!haha This is my CP grp we will be back on the 5th January and my Cp lecturer is MR chris !yessa him again :)We ARE back.

Spot me?

Currently this person here love me soo soo damn lots.:)HUGS* Hazrul Amri.:)
Loves.

I guess i'll be meeting this bunch of Babes later!.:)miss you ppl la.

this pic was during raya getting ready to take pic. ahha as we wore black.and my partner of the day was FRED! haha The one on the left. and YEST was his BDAE! haha Today his BBQ! and gonna meet all kinds of ppl i guess.!:) HAPPY BEING 18th BRo.

i met Zurah YEst.:) atlast we'll go town okay babe soon.:)

OUT FROM UNDER.

2008-12-05T12:43:00.001+08:00

Dont do drugs.

2008-12-05T10:50:00.004+08:00

:) heys peeps.well...things are topsy turvy now. So far handling it quite well.:)
wont be updating that regularly..:)) personal issues.
hees. MSN? i wont be always online.. anythin just text me/call on my cell alrite.:)
Wanna Wish HAppy 18th bdae to FRED!.bro your 1 yr older now..:Pquit being a cutedumbass.:PHOHOHOHO!

Today heading hosp, then 7.30 gonna watch circus thingy with dear Hilla and siti and and i -dont-noe-who else- thnks for the INVITE HILLA:)!
tmrw got to know there this bdae boy bbq~

heading with dearest of clans.:)

k la.hungry now..haha n nk mkn!`

your call.

2008-11-28T10:03:00.002+08:00

Your my Bestfriend, my BFFS, MY DARLING one. & only.
:) ive read your blog.hahaha! caught ya. Super sweet okay. In malay npk.?
Not bad, not bad at all *rolls eyes. oh yes! thnks for the beautiful note yest! hard work on it.paid off cos i love it .NICE design .LALAala.:))

okay tdy what will i be doing.?
Shhessh. Dance today in postpone.so..im gonna do revision at hm.. But later 5 gonna meet Zurah after her job interview. its been so long since we've met.! Hangs uh babe lagi tak tau.

YOUR EX BF SUCKS BIGTIME playin timer on you.rot in hell. im here k babe.:))

:)

HAve a nice day ppl.

:) promise

2008-11-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

"I love you without reason and that is reason enough."

"Saying I love you isn’t half as important as meaning it."

obstacles full of challenges. aint easy.

2008-11-25T13:51:00.001+08:00

listen, i heart you not them.
get it now.?

Dyla Xclamation 19 and changed.

2008-11-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

THIS IS FOR you-know-who-r.

Though star-blazed skies my mind contained,
The solitude of night my heart concealed,
Love's emotions were so fully restrained,
Thus did I hide behind a self-made shield.

And then you entered into my life,
Bewildering feelings, dazed and confused,
But you continued deeper like a knife,
Until my hardness was thus subdued.

What I never thought possible for me,
You've done and that I'll always treasure,
My heart burns fervent with love for thee,
Our souls delight in each beyond all measure.

And as you now place your sweet lips on mine,
I know for certain I'm enraptured with an angel divine.

THIS IS RANDOM!.

You were there
you were gone so quickly
I became attached
In love.. Yes, I was.

It will never be patched
the feelings seem gone to you
for me, they linger
and pop out of the blue
they stick and won't go away.

I dont have a way to express them
so I hide them every day
I wish I could rewind my life
back to that moment.

I would do everything different
and maybe now I wouldn't have this dent
and maybe... just maybe...
I would still have you.

Done.

2008-11-08T14:36:00.001+08:00

Kenapa harusku bercinta
Kenapa ku begini
Kenapa harus ku tahu semua
Kenapa harus ku bercinta
Kenapa ku percaya
Kenapa aku diperbodohkan kasih…

done.

This explains everything.

2008-11-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

Intan-Dilema

things are getting better.:)

2008-11-05T18:42:00.004+08:00

hey peeps.!:) hahah okay im like..feeling super happy donnoe y. i realise why you want to dwell on something that doesnt appreaciate our presence and its just not worth to think abt!.:)

Alot has been happening i swear.lol Met Hairul twice okay im gonna pass him the thumbdrive soon. hope you and your probs are fine.and wish u the happiness in the world.
Kaseh if your reading this. : Hairul love you damn LOT.! his like crazy la. hhehehehhe. Dont get it wrng Hairul is just a fren to me k babe.

Okay Family wise..shheehs dear cousin been caught gettin trouble with the LAW. well babe we are behid you thru the fines and moral support we will give it to you. pls learn from ur miste. Siape yg tkd liscense tu pls la eh dont stepping wanna drive.get lesen dulu cn?

Dahlia, looks like we did went thru the same shittin boy prob.stupid la Move on babe. pls you are worth better then that. all the best to the guys that dont know the limits and treating girl like bootycall. Dahlia let me motivate you! muax.

To Syed Nazirul Bin Syed Hamid Al-Yahya. Known
as Naz. Eventhough we meet each other , and honestly we like twins la.lau gaduh pun cam cats & dogs. i know i dont say this to you face to face. but i wanna say this NOW i wanna say Thanks for being there for me. * yrs ago your that quiet fren that blend in the lockers watchin me grow knowing every weakness & strength that i possess. YOU are a true great friend. and tk perlu eh nk campak me down that bridge. * im sorry if i did change to becoming something that is evil you might say hahaha. Watch me im changing. all the best for the bike pracs! pass that theory man!.:)

Fadhila my close classmate. thnks for being there!!.you are one crazy arab grl lol. we pass the PSY test.! gd luck for other test and EXAMS to us.!!:) all the best okay dgn Z.!:)
tc ppl wanna chill now loves.

if i can.

2008-10-31T20:08:00.000+08:00

-.- can i say what i cant feel.numb.

it doesnt pay to be a hero.

2008-10-21T20:31:00.003+08:00

lalalla.TMRW..adventure thingy 1-5pm..MMakkkkkkk gerun uh! those high elements...!! hahah okay i wanna try..lol harap2 happenning uh. okay Dyla stop u sound like a minah.heehe
:P
okay i hope tmrw is gonna be fun!. unlike tdy which i felt uneasy and all.with 8 hrs of THEORY!. okay can faint uh.:)and CDP 1 assignment done!. some projects to go..:) can be done. positve thinking dear classmates.

this sat, mplanning to head out, either to hang with the girls/ budds.mayb meetup with and old friend perhaps.?
now the palm of my hands is itchy..feell like..retail therapy is calling me to purchase some stuff!.:) yAY.
GTG NOW.

....

2008-10-20T21:39:00.001+08:00

helloloooooo ppeeps. What a day lol k i just end doin the CDP assignments DONE!. next other projects. okay we can get it done kay mates..:) HAppy bdae To Syahilla!! 18 ! i wish u the very best. hhehehe i blanja u u noe.lol the choc fondant.lol hahha We all love you. be that crazy notorious grl!.:)
Fred fred. lol okay bro.i wasnt angry at u okay get that clear. the bus was crowded and some mats kacau me i was u noe irittated.:) Fred is blardy crazy.still that wierd guy i noe. and YESSA atlast tmrw im gonna get the cookies..:) *finger cross* hope i get em tmrw. thnks eh fred. oh ya. Safwan has been msging me la. hais.. sorry uh saf if ur reading this. but just go to other grls. stop loving me. Some Flirts will always remain the same. Tak cukup 1 katakan.

i missss H_L_I * fill in the blanks dumdum!
:P

In a world far from perfect.
I seem to fit right in.
Pain, love, hurt, and sadness.
When does the joy and happiness begin?

Feelings from afar,
Yet too close too touch.
Dying in a pool of dismay,
When I want to scream life.

I have been loved, and I have loved.
Those were sweet, fleeting moments of bliss.
Knowing that wherever you may roam,
For someone your presence will be missed.

Too many mournful yesterdays,
Have put my anticipating tomorrows in doubt.
Crying in tears of shameless regret,
The future lies in a shadow of doubt.

Inside I want to watch the new sun rise,
Yet I can only breath beneath the moon.
Maybe one day I can step outside of the shadows,
That leaves my soul sheltered in a cocoon.

Susah sekarang, Senang kemudian.

2008-10-19T12:17:00.002+08:00

rawan - azharina azhar

LYRICS* biar berjauhan namamu daku sebutkan...
cukup 'tuk mengisi sepi tika pilu menanti...
bukan bintang atau suria bisa menyinar ceria...
namun kau cahaya menerangi jiwa lara...
berperang dengan curiga di firasatku..
andai kau kembali merawat hati rindu...

ku bahagia pabila kau tiba..
kau lenyapkan rawan..
tak usah dikau pergi..
tak ingin lagi..
meruntun hiba dengan sesalan kini ku akui..
segala kemaafan ku pohon kepadamu..
agar kau mengerti..
hanya cintamu yang terbaik untukku*

Whatever that has happen between us. i am still in love with you. you will change for the better will you.? promise me. i will too.
i still care for you.
i still think of you.

Hello.

2008-10-17T17:57:00.002+08:00

hey ppl sorry for the lack of updates.:) just been focusing and bz with sch since it resume. well have project to do! assignments...:) it can be done.:)) i love this version check it out..random..

it aches sharppp pain once awhile kinda scary indeed, its like im a walking time bomb.
anytime, anytime.
just wanna let want to let that someone.. noe i really love him.

start anew.

2008-10-03T19:49:00.003+08:00

HANYA KAU YANG MAMPU.

THnks RAdh! for accomplannyin me thru my manicure session& and hahah shop a lil stup get essentials from watson, the ESPIRIT. haha A new wallet that cost $49.90.LOL! whatever la..i need it.nice my style Black.:) AND! then go ate at burger king CATCH UP on our lives, then off back hm..Radh meeting Fik. have fun children...:P heheh.

k la wanna chill now.

H---- you are love.

2008-10-03T11:46:00.003+08:00

hey hey ppl how was aidilfitri for you guys.? hope it was well..all the forgiving , food spend time with LOVE ones.:) Treasure em guys. Friends too. Arwah Aznil Bin Rahman, your my childhood fren that i will ALWAYs.miss. You left us abt 4 yrs ago.and once awhile i still think of you.Your family still miss you dearly. Hais, i wonder why you have to go so early.YOUR my childhood fren, my hide&seeker game partner, i always remember time ngaji how we use to play catching, tag your it. haha cute of us,and how we plan to be together when we are grown ups.hahah we were so young we were barely 10?:) i still remember the memories. YOur treasures oldfren.RIP.*sad*

OKAy now i love hearing a song from Aizat- Hanya kau yang mampu. HEAR IT.

Im not perfect, i tend to say things i dont mean. ppl might think i Dont care, and i hardly give a Shit abt what happen, You wont know when i cry when i stood low, and just want to be alone, my voice always chirpy cheerful yet inside, why cant anyone understand.

HAPPY AIDILFITRI.

2008-09-30T11:29:00.002+08:00

:)* SELAMAT HARI RAYA kepada semua. Dyla, ingin minta maaf jika dyla ada buat salah, tersinggung perasaan ataupun dyla "perangai" hehehe. maafkan ye.:)

Mari kita maaf bermaafan.and lets enjoy, HARI RAYA! yay!

:)

MUACKS.

my bestfriends girl.

2008-09-29T15:22:00.003+08:00

hello ppl.!:) erm okay today how r u guys.? sad happy reluctantly depress? haha!
:) Today im feelin happily mellow.lol i dont know.and i dont care abt you.
lalala. YAy raya raya coming.and errr .i still havnt collect the biskits that ive ordered.
Gonna collect it later, goin out with mum in the evening to get my stuffs. Shop a lil here and there.:)!! Dyla get it dont by TODAY!!

:)
Yest i went out with the policemans haha.my budd.its been months not meeting up! at last the day was yest. omg i miss you haikal! your the fren that dont mind i do all those bad stuffs. Haikal was so worried that he get call back for his work haha.everyting he check his hp..i will say" Dont mind abt me if you have to go la." he said, NO way leaving you here with this movie is so awkward"."_" had a Great time watchin "My Bestfriends Girl" Funny..and erm some Sexual Sexy scenes were in it. :) okay sorry guys i didnt realise such scenes was in it. hahaha!
Then we head of to Geylang ard 9+, and walk about, bump into old naughty buddies .catchup and stuff, smoke a cigg or two. then we went back hm.

* and ya. pls eh dont pretend your nice , when you have those mentel gfs of yours.Go pick one la. Forget me.yay.

*i love my life NOW*

Womanizer.

2008-09-27T11:31:00.003+08:00

hello peeps.:) to my best budds you know who you guys are.~ hope things have been fine..and HARI RAYA PREPARATION are running smoothly.:) As for me, okay kinda busy with the preparation, and gees im am excited for this yr raya. its been quite some time since i felt this anxious abt AIDILFITRI.~:) hahs.
Looking forward. Alot that has happen, and i possibly cant state everything here. Some happy some heartbreaking.:( things have to move on.

:)

Lollipop
Must mistake me; you’re the sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way I'm ever gonna fall for you,
Never you, baby
Womanizer, Woman-Womanizer, you’re a Womanizer
Oh, Womanizer, oh you’re a Womanizer, baby
You-you-you are
You-you-you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

thats something from the new BRITNEY Song.omg Britney your back the tempo is sultry sexy upbeatsong !:)

countdown to the maniac process.

2008-09-19T20:03:00.003+08:00

it makes sense now. its no point. no point to hold what thats been told.
u didnt msg this time so now i know you dont care.
thnks and again. i cant say the 3 words like i used too.
im numb.
bye.

YEAH

2008-09-06T19:40:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.:) lalala im looking forward to meeting my classmates of JR0704A next week. miss u ppl. i dont miss the theory tho lol.:)
! thnks boyfy for temaning me hm after work.. ur such a nice PERSON.
and whatever to that someone. Simpleshortsweet. im loving life YEA!

bitch ard then in this holy month. ~ i cant be bothered.

:) miss my budds~
gtg !

Random.BUDDIES.

2008-09-05T17:59:00.003+08:00

MISS THIS PPL> miss you GFS.:)

hahs ny gbr lama sey lol.:)!

this was the day i spent time with my Fren WAWAN sabun pantat. he being his origiallly sweet self ya unexpected pink rose came by. youve been a nice fren. :)
thats wawan sabunpantat!

i miss this ppl.hope this RAYA we go out again visiting just like last yr!.:) this pic was taken at my house...:!
SABO TEAM! next..saiful turn lol

&&
i love my boffriend.
<3
heheheeee
Shh..a secret special someone.

COOLSHIT.

2008-09-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

Gnarls Barkley - Who's Gonna Save My Soul

An awesome video and a nice song.:)

Sugar.

2008-09-03T14:48:00.003+08:00

hello ppl. im sick currently thnks to someone.:) hahah! went doc just now.now coughing away...! irits xia. and my head sometimes feel giddy.meds taken work your magic.!
hahas.:) okay KEpala otak aku bole PEcah lau fikir sal hal ny.lol.:P

LEts have a say with this fun ,trusted ppl. To MASTURA: ive always regard you as a sister. we joke & cry together. lately you know i know pls stay strng remember what i say and be happy dearest sister, with that someone your with. Time will tell if all these are on the right path. :)
To FIQ hais. dearest bro. i feel serba salah as im like the mid person. if i know earlier all those things u said to me..i wud have do something differently. too late now, be strng you have the fun attitude grls go for..cheer up mate.!Gather yourself together! im still here for you like last time. take a chill pill okay.:)
To: WAN pao The bro that is crazy and supports in everything i do.haha.! even doin the bad stuffs too.:P bole ajak rompak uh ni gag!:P btw Happy 3rd month ANNI dgn SHERRY!.:) raya baju colour ape ?lol!
TO: Saiful Ny abg intellect kiter.lol we live nearby yet i dont see you ard ether bump in the bus! where you.bz with SCh and gf la ny.hahah.:) HAppy berpuasa yea.!:) bdae nk dkat..JAGA2 OKAY!
TO: Azhar the bro that is so into the MUSIC scene! bands gigs..ask him if you want to know..we are so distant then ever.:P ahha wish you well always.
To: Fred Weirdo yet sweet. haha.:) poor fred..haha his like the small bro..hahha we go hangout soon okay DONT WORRY!.:) abg wan pao will PLAN! hahhaa
TO: Radh Babe, miss you.:)whatever shit your goin thru..it makes you a heart stonger.:) love you.HUGS.

To: Special someone. this was all unintentional, and unintended. you came, and i never want you to leave. thnks for being there. hearts ya.:)

This is how i value.

2008-09-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
Never give up when you still feel you can take it.
Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.

:) muacks.!

:) bump bump bump

2008-09-01T13:03:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA!

Currently : Sick. SICK.!
Recover soon pls. i want to puasa.
okay i need to get heels, for raya.lol. where to buy eh.? haha accesories.! also need to get em.:) haha.
RETAIL THERAPY .

* it can be as pure as it can get.
LOvers & Friends.

Wind beneath my wings

2008-08-28T09:59:00.001+08:00

this boy is talented.:)!
this song is for someone . you know who u r.:)

its more then the eyes could see.

2008-08-27T10:31:00.000+08:00

'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesterday,

I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care

nd I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe.

RANDOM.

2008-08-27T09:52:00.002+08:00

tick tock,
the clock ticking sunlight rays thru her eyes,
clouds sets in to usher the wind of blessings,
her pain too unbearable to take,
all she can think of is her pills she must take,
and then a drug addict she became.

IMY.ILY.

Sacrifice. at a point which im giving up.

2008-08-26T18:53:00.001+08:00

Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Ku yakin ada cinta ketulusan hati
Yang mengalir lembut

Penguasa alam
Tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh
Pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
Dan menyesatkan cintaku

Andaikan ku bisa
Lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa

Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

so unforgetable. i feel no winter cold when we are together.

2008-08-24T18:32:00.002+08:00

nothing is impossible. nothing is unreachable. this love wont fade away.
i will never question much.
your my reason. will you stand by me,?
hold on and never let me go.

with you i know i wont be alone when the story gets told. you make things right every time after time.